Sunday, July 5, 2009

welcome back

Well, hello.
I've toyed around with the idea of starting a new blog. I've thought about starting a completely anonymous blog, & I've thought about being completely UNanonymous and plastering my face and name all over this blog. I've thought about forgetting about the online world and sticking to a paper and pen. Basically, I've thought about this way too thoroughly. & I may regret coming back and writing, and opening myself up to everybody again. But. How will I know unless I try?
So. It's been a while. I completely tore my blog down (onlyslightlyneurotic.wordpress.com) after a ton of deliberation on my part. I was tired of writing, I was tired of having nothing to say. I felt a pressure that I just didn't want to deal with- so. I went against my better judgement and completely deleted the blog that I held for over a year. Deleted each word I decided to write, deleted every thought that I had. My last blog wasn't how I wanted to be portrayed anymore. I was confused. I was a little bit sad.
That isn't me anymore. I'm living a brand-spanking-new life, in a new town, a new apartment, and with a new relationship. Well, same boy, new relationship. Explanations come in time. This is the time I wanted to write about- this is when I wanted to make friends and meet connections in the blog world- when I'm happy & content with where I'm at. And now that social media has fucking BLOWN UP, I feel like I'm starting back up at just about the right time.
I look forward to getting to know you all over again